clean slate.

i started a new blog.
if you want the address,
ask & thou shall receive.

- Heraclitus

hmmmm...

one step forward,
two steps back.

sometimes it's a little too easy
to fall back into old habits.

i'm metaphorically
banging my head against
the wall today. ugh.

in other news...

i'm excited for the long weekend.
i deliberately didn't make too many plans.

tonight will likely involve
eating leftovers & double stuf oreos
in my underwear
& watching lame movies
in a meager attempt to
diffuse the 1/4 life crisis
i feel like i'm loathing in right now.

tomorrow,
i will be wandering around gimli
with friends staring at vikings,
eating shitty food,
& hiding from the sun.

i had intended on making
some kind of celebratory plans
for my birthday
but i think i'm scrapping
the whole idea altogether.
there's too many other things
going on at the time.

marco polo.

i had the most random,
hilariously awesome night
on tuesday
with one of my nursing school pals.

this just about sums it up:

the toad,
gin,
random dudes we met,
papa george's,
a swimming pool,
volleyball,
marco polo.

so much fun!
can't remember the last time
my cheeks & guts hurt
from laughing so hard.

it was just what i needed.

the days were starting to feel
like the same boring record
repeating itself
over&over&over.

sometimes,
instead of waiting for things to happen,
you just need to put yourself out there
& LET them happen.

ugh.

back pain
+
boredom
+
busted hot water tank
+
sleep deprivation

=

grumpy linz :(

school starts in a month
& i'm not quite ready
to dive back into the books.

sigh.

summer,
you disappoint me.

happy birthday, papa of genetics!

Bonne fete, Gregor Mendel!

these days.

"wasted times & broken dreams,
violent colours so obscene,
it's all i see these days...
these days."