nursing girls!

i've met some awesome people this year...

only 4 days away from being
finished year 1!

resolve.

trying.

it's much easier said than done
to overcome fears based on negative past experiences.
but i'm tired of just treading water...
- i'm sapped of energy.
up until recently,
it was easier just to keep everyone at an arm's length...
but now i crave closeness,
& due to stepping outside of my comfort zone
(aka the hole i dug for myself)
all of these fears have resurfaced
& i don't feel like i have it all together anymore.

...to be continued.

aphasia.

i have so much to say but
i can't seem to spit the words out lately.

pixies.

this show last week for sure
made it into my top 5...

yup.

i'm grumpy.