i'm having a crummy day...
which seems fucked up 'cause i slept for the entirety of it.
some days i feel like things are harder for me than for other people. like their bumps in the road are no match for the mountains on mine.
it's so fucking silly. and i really just wish it could be different.
a confession: despite being the great pretender that i am,
i just want what everyone else wants.
i also wish i could stop having nightmares about my broken heart.
but maybe these dreams are some kind of sick twisted reminder
that my ticker really is still working...
or has the potential to be re-broken? i really hope so.
i've been detached since fall...can't seem to get stuck on anyone
even though i really, really want to.
i don't want this blog to be a downer.
happier entries to come...today's just a bad day.
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