New Sunday tradition?

The weekend consisted of snuggling, movies, and

a whole buncha Six Feet Under with a dude who blows my mind.

Blown Mind by Will Koffman

Whoooooooo. I've got a real good case of the Mondays.

It's like someone else is driving, like this body isn't mine...

Handle with care.

...can't seem to find the one that's

inside my head...

or my heart.

Handle with care.

Define?

po ten tial

-adjective

1. possible, as opposed to actual : the potential uses of nuclear energy

2. capable of being or becoming : a potential danger to safety

3. expressing possibility : the potential subjunctive in Latin;

the potential use of can in 'I can go'.

4. Archaic. potent.

-noun

5. possibility; potentiality : an investment that has little growth potential.

6. a latent excellence or ability that may or may not be developed.

7. Grammar.

a. a potential aspect, mood, construction, case, etc.

b. a form in the potential

8. Electricity. electric potential (def. 1).

9. Mathamatics, Physics. a type of function from which the

intensity of a field may be derived, usually by differentiation.

10. someone or something that is considered a worthwhile possibility.

Later, Winnipeg...

...'cause this weekend, I'm heading to one of the

most beautiful places on Earth...

...along with my family, a couple of dogs, & one rad dude.

Pictures to come after the weekend.

Maybe, maybe not.

I've said it before, but...

Maybe it really could be different this time.

Everything I love gets lost in drawers.

Daywalker

I was gonna go to bed "early", but then...

Pixies

[Live in Winnipeg, an ultra rare recording]

+

Coffee

[brewed STRONGLY to perfection]

+

Rad company on the way

[surprise midnight phone calls fucking own]

=

Staying up late.

Ooooh boy.

Heartbreak potential?

Telepathic messages

are soaring across the city right now.

Hot damn.

Free Weekend.

Attention Winnipeggers:

Leave stuff you don't want at the curb with a sign marked 'FREE'

Take other people's rad free stuff.

If only I had a car I could score the stellar armchair a few blocks away...

partay.

I'm gonna party tonight like it's 2010.

oh, and p.s...nevermind.

Night out.

random weird picture i took while walking.

i thought it looked kinda rad.

Tonight.

STARS.

If I am lost for a day, try to find me

But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me

All of the things that I thought were so easy

Just got harder and harder each day.

December is darkest and June is the light

but this empty bedroom won't make anything right

While out on the landing, a friend I forgot to send home

Who waits up for me all through the night.

Calendar girl, who's in love with the world, stay alive

Calendar girl, who's in love with the world, stay alive

I dreamed I was dying, as I so often do

And when I awoke I was sure it was true

I ran to the window, threw my head to the sky

And said, 'whoever is up there, please don't let me die'

But I can't live forever, I can't always be

One day I'll be sand on a beach by the sea

The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross

And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

Calendar girl who is lost to the world

Stay alive

Calendar girl, who is lost to the world, stay alive

January, February, March, April, May, I'm alive

June, July, August, September, October, I'm alive

November, December, all through the winter, I'm alive

I'm alive.

-Calendar Girl

Low key.

Since injuring my back yet again, I'm doing my best to heal

but also retain my sanity by having low key hang-outs with pals...

Here's some random & completely out-of-order shots from lately:

The lovely April.

Me with Madball on my head.

Sarah

Debauchery.

On the back steps.

Nature walk.

I'm a snob when it comes to beer.

The weasel.

The human totem pole.

The beautiful April joins us again.

The eye of the Octopus.

You don't need friends to play this game.

Random Macbook shot.

More to come...

Science.

By disclaiming the idea of a next life,

we can take more excitement in this one.

The here and now is not something to be endured

before eternal bliss or damnation.

The here and now is all we have,

an inspiration to make the most of it.

So, Atheism is life affirming in a way religion can never be.

Look around you.

Nature demands our attention,

begs us to explore, to question.

Religion can provide only facile, unsatisfying answers.

Science, in constantly seeking real explanations,

reveals the true majesty of

our world in all its complexity.

People sometimes say:

"There must be more than just this world, than just this life."

But how much more do you want?

-Richard Dawkins

involuntary plantslaughter.

My back kills right now.

I'm crushing hard on a dude.

He gave me a plant, I hope I don't accidently murder it.

(I suppose that would be considered involuntary plantslaughter?)

Time for some zzzzzzzzzzzs.

May Long Weekend.

Plan A: Canoe trip with rad friends...

However I'm without a partner, and seem to have

crippled my back again, so...

...this is Plan B:

Oh, and yesterday I somehow ended up watching this movie:

It was rad.

"Hey, you guuuuuyyssss!"

Albert Einstein was one smart homosapien.

I've quoted him before & I'm quoting him again.

"Any man who can drive safely while kissing a pretty girl is

simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves."

hope

I wanna see this.

Lame indie hipster films are my guilty pleasure.

I need to take a step back & stop doing

such un-Lindsay-like things.

Perhaps when we don't feel like ourselves for awhile,

we do things quite unlike who we used to be

[even things we swore we'd never do]

with hopes to be catapulted back to who we once were.

Or admittedly, so we can FEEL something.

Something besides complete & absolute numbness.

Trying to evoke emotion in oneself:

not an easy feat.

I keep holding onto the hope that someone will do it for me.