oh, life.

So continuously complicated...

Old buried down feelings surface unexpectedly,

taking my mind & heart by storm.

The ripple effect of past loves & losses
still disturbs whatever wave it is that I'm riding.

Despite having no regrets,
I still wonder what could have been;
if things really could have been different,
that maybe I was just too stubborn
& full of resentment to
realize that they could have been.
I guess I'll never really know.