the search for balance.

I tend to wonder if

balance & equilibrium are attainable...

...as I'm getting a bit sick of rolling with the punches
without someone standing next to me unconditionally.

i tend to find myself wondering if this is even possible.

there are people in love who i thought had it 'together'
who now seem to be torn at the seams
& on the verge of
falling apart.
it saddens me &
on bad days like today,
only reinforces my cynicism.

i have more exams this week.
i'm stressed.
need breathing room
(& back rubs).