the elusive mojo.

(AGAIN)

i don't think i've ever felt so burnt out...
school is brutal.
that's actually an enormous understatement.

i 'm getting by.
but there are days that i'm
hanging by a thread.
i just *need* to make it through
the next 2 months,
& then the next 2 years...

lately i've been asking myself
WHY i'm doing this,
& continually must force myself
to remind myself
that it will all in fact be
worth it...
all of the sleep deprivation
& sacrifice will pay off.

i just need to keep my head
above water for the next while...


luckily my head's spent some time
up in the clouds lately.
(which unfortunately doesn't do much
for my scholarly motivation)
HOWEVER...i'm thankful that i'm
capable of such emotion,
as i was beginning to wonder
whether or not i still
had it in me.
glad the old ticker still works...